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fuyushita_risou
21 September 2009 @ 12:35 pm
I want to do an update, too nihahaha

Work )

Bildungstreik )

Freshmen )

Everything else )


The album review of -Oz-'s album versus will come soon. Normally I don't write reviews but somehow some things on this album are pissing me off so I have to write them
 
 
Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: -OZ- - Breathe trees | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
13 September 2009 @ 05:02 am
you want to hear something funny? One hour ago I lost my job. I got fired.

You want to know why? I went home with a friend of one of my collegues, who visited my workplace yester day as a guest.

That's all.

I really lost my job.
 
 
Current Mood: broken
Current Music: Dir en grey - Mushi | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
03 August 2009 @ 12:03 am
In everlasting memory

LILITH


I love you

 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: silence of my room
 
 
fuyushita_risou
01 August 2009 @ 01:42 am
hey hey

I don't know if I told you yet, but I love my mobile phone and the opportunity to go online where ever I am. Nihahaha <3

The first day is over and I am nearly falling into my bed. The day started hellish but changed like I wanted it. I got really really drunk (funny thing, I think I got on rei's nerves) but that was the only way to survive entrenchend habits of some people. But after I succeed with alcohol the evening got funnier and funnier. At last we made a party in kitanai's room. It was so funny. I laughed so hard and much. The best thing I got my hair cut. One of kitanai's friends is a hairdresser and she was in a rush yet from cutting other peoples hair so I got my haircut, too. Great thing. 

Muhahaha

Wait for new updates tomorrow.

I love you all, and wait for pics
 
 
Current Location: ibis hotel
Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: Disturbed - Down with the sickness
 
 
fuyushita_risou
31 July 2009 @ 07:42 am
I weighed myself today and guess what. I am 167m tall and have a weight from

55 kg

I wasn't that thin since I was 15 years old. Sadly it took two despairs ray concerts to get this weight XDDDD

I am sorry, I am just a little bit happy about it so I have to spam you lol
er and always remember in december I weighed 64 kg. I worked on it muhahahha
 

 
 
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: the silence of my room
 
 
fuyushita_risou
25 July 2009 @ 04:21 pm
Das waren die Worte (und noch viel schlimmere) die mir gestern im Kopf rumgespuckt sind als ich ehrenamtlich auf der format c: (der party unserer fachschaft von der FH) Cocktails mixte für wahrscheinlich um die 1200 Leute. Mal abgesehen das ich am Mittwoch den Tag über mit den ganzen Alkohl mit eingekauft habe, genauso wie am Donnerstag und dann am Freitag die ganze Zeit ab 14h mit aufgebaut habe, Tische rumgeschleppt habe, Folien an die Wände klebte und ähnliche spaßige und widerliche Dinge, war die Zeit hinter der Cocktailbar doch wirklich am aller, aller schlimmsten. So nahezu die wirklich erlebte Hölle. Ab 21h bis 02h stand ich da unten mit 4 anderen Leuten und es hat nichts geklappt wie es klappen sollte. Andauernd ging uns was aus, Leute die sich eingetragen hatten für eine Schicht erschienen nicht, etc. ich hab noch nie so viel geschwitzt beim cocktail mixen, bzw. eigentlich hab ich gar nicht mehr gemixt, nur noch versucht zu schütten. Aber die Leute wurden nicht weniger, wenn dann immer immer mehr. Sehr depremierende Sache also. Am Ende der Party (ja es gab wirklich ein Ende, ich hatte es nicht zu hoffen gewagt) war die Bar einfach nur eine einzige versiefte Landschaft, mit Tausenden von leeren Flaschen. Glücklicherweise wurde es dann nach und nach weniger und wir haben es wirklich geschafft, und um 8h morgens lag ich glücklich in meinem Bett

Es war einfach nur furchtbar. Das nächste Mal müssen wir das anders organisieren, weil sonst dreh ich durch.
Und das schlimmste grad ist das ich mir so in den Zeigefinger geschnitten habe, als ich die Limetten zerkleinerte das mir das Tippen echt weh tut.

Heute abend darf ich wieder arbeiten, aber da weiß ich dann wenigstens, das die Bedingungen gut sind und ich Geld dabei verdiene.

Sorry, this entry is in german, I wouldn't have been able to describe the hell in english.

 
 
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: lynch. - EVILLY | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
22 July 2009 @ 10:09 pm
ich sollte anfangen meine einträge dann zu verfassen, wenn ich wach bin, so denkt man sonst, ich wäre in der 9. Klasse Realschule und könnte kein englisch.... wirklich depremierend XD
 
 
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: the silence of my room
 
 
fuyushita_risou
So great, I love the guys, really from the bottom of my heart. They are so special and great live.

To describe the concert in short words: Loud! Hard! Hot!

But compared to the other concerts before the concert hall was too small, and also the stage. Also the accoustic failed a little BUT the best securitys I've ever seen. They gave out a lot really A LOT of water for the front rows. I have never seen something like this. That securitys care so much about their guest and try to pretend bad situations, like a lot of girls who faint out.

I rocked the best I could but you know, the day before the concert I shattered my nose and had the first time in my life nosebleed. And after the first song was over the security looked at me and told my my nose would bleed again, because of this, I tried to hold myself back a little bit because I didn't want to faint or something like this.

I am not disappointed because of this becuase I have a second chance: BERLIN! BERLIN! Wir fahren nach BERLIN!
XDDD

 

natürlich wieder verwackelt XD aber macht mal auf einem konzert mit dem handy gute bilder >.>



totally hot <3

I made the pictures after I got back from the front rows because it was too hot and exausting. Not beeing in the first row does not make so much fun ^^°

sorry for spamming all the non-despas fans <3


 
 
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: DéspairsRay - Hai to Ame | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
11 July 2009 @ 07:05 pm
.... I made a better one

look look

isn't he sweet




 

 
 
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: -OZ- - DETOX | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
10 July 2009 @ 12:54 pm
The exams are over and what am I doing?

Right crocheting, and it's totally fun XD Yesterday I stayed up till five o'clock a.m. to finisch my first amigurumi. It looked a lil' bit psyched becaus I hadn't black pearls for the eyes. but I somehow really like it XD

the next one will be more elegant




 
 
 
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: lynch - I Don't know where I am
 
 
fuyushita_risou
09 June 2009 @ 12:00 pm
the pictures I made in rock im park



enjoy ) 



This was Block Party. And before the concert it was really raining like hell, so because of this the singer came on stage with an orange rain poncho



Club stage



A day to remember



pretty bad picture of Dir en grey



and another bad picture of Dir en Grey (unfortunatly all my pictures of Diru were bad)



an one more band what I've seen on the club stage, can't remember the name


And a short scene from hollywood undead


I am sorry for the bad pic. Normally may mobile phone cam is pretty good, but this weekend, all pictures were jitteried

And I am sorry, my lj-cut didn't work, I will repair it tomorrow ^.~
 
 
 
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: ムック - syougyou shisou kyou jidaikous | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
06 June 2009 @ 02:42 pm
Friday, First day of Rock im Park.
Dir en grey played at 01:20 am before that were many cool bands like: The All-American Rejects, Guano Apes (unfortnatly they didn't rock the crowed, bad setlist), Bring me the Horizon, Hollywood undead aaaand then Dir en grey. These were just the good ones.

Diru was great, and killed my head, fucking uroborus album, to much riffs XDDDD
today will be great to but I will miss placebo, marilyn manson, korn so saaaaad, I have to work tonight T.T

muahhaha let's go rock
 
 
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: hyde - glamourus sky
 
 
fuyushita_risou
13 May 2009 @ 09:46 am
I am dead and overworked. Since two weeks I rotate to organise so much for the demo (which is today) for the cafete (cheap coffee for students at my university of applied science) for friends and work. I want to study but I don't have enough time. Most of the time I feel like I was dismissed by my friends, don't know if this could be true but it feels like this and when it is true they don't talk often with me which is only getting more and more on my nerves. And often I am just angry because of minor things of things that don't concern me.

You see, I need holiday

fast!


I hope that after today my time will slow down. And I really pray that today enough people will come (a must are 1000 students) to know that our effort was not useless and the work was worth it.

By the way today is the SOS - Demo everywhere in Bavaria means Study without tuition fees (studieren ohne Studiengebühren) If you live in Bavaria and you are a study or you want to study GO THERE and demonstrate

So much for today
 
 
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: lynch. - I'm sick, b'coz luv u. | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
28 March 2009 @ 09:21 pm
RULES:
1. Write your LJ username.
2. Write your two favorite bands/groups at the moment (not overall, just currently).
3. Write I ♥ ___ (this isn't really for anything, just to see how you draw hearts!)
4. Write the name of your favorite person of all time.
5. Write down your recently favored person.
6. Tag 5 people to do this meme.


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Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: -OZ- - Perfect Ruler | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
16 March 2009 @ 04:02 am


I sewed me a new pencil case. And if you watch closley you can see the pearls which are between two different fabrics
It's note completly ready yet, but I am totally proud muhahaha
 
 
 
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: -OZ- - Butterfly -Live ver.- | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
15 March 2009 @ 02:13 am
TRACK 1:
Infection
DAMNED
Lizard

TRACK 2:
Dears
TRICKSTeR
BRILLIANT

TRACK 3:
in vain
MIRROR
REDEEMER

TRACK 4:
GRUDGE
SIXty∞NINe
Kohaku

TRACK 5:
Tsuki no kioku - fallen -
Kogoeru yoru ni saita hana
KAMIKAZE

TRACK 6:
hai to ame
SCREEN
Lost in re:birth

TRACK 7:
Abel to Kain
Lost Scene
R.E.M.  Fuyuu no genchou


TRACK 8:
Tainted World
Hollow

Horizon

TRACK 9:
"Forbidden"
Closer to ideal
Masquerade


TRACK 10:
[The world in a cage]
Angeldust

Yozora

TRACK 11:
Born -white stream mix-
Squall
PARADOX 5

TRACK 12:
Marry of the blood -bloody minded mix-
Kaleidoscope
Heavens Color

COLL:SET= 7
MIRROR= 5
REDEEMER= 6


huhu I am surprised XD buuut that's because 1. Redeemer is new (who knows if my choices will be the same in half a year) and 2. I don't count the published singles to the album


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Current Mood: bored
Current Music: D'espairsRay - PARADOX 5 | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
08 March 2009 @ 05:50 pm

3 days left...


and I swear:
On tuesday I will not go to livejournal.com and download the album
I will wait in anticipation until I get my own copy
 
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Current Mood: excited
Current Music: -OZ- - Perfect Ruler | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
08 March 2009 @ 05:06 pm
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.



1. Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:

my notebook
a photo of carina, matthias and me
my cortison creme
my tobacco
my keinohrhasen XD

2. What is the last movie you watched?
"der vorleser"

3. What are you wearing now?
chill clothes

4. What's your occupation?
student

5. The best thing to happen to you as of late?
I got the the new -OZ- single (coming home from work at night and then getting your favourite music is always the best)

6. What animal you think would describe yourself the best?
a dog (that's bitter I know but true) XD


7. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
D'espairs ray

8. What was the last thing you ate today?
a mango

9. What would your perfect day consist of doing?
flying to japan with my beloved day and laughing the whole day by heart and after that going on a D'espairs ray concert

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Livejournal.com

11. What was the last thing you bought?
a metro ticket

12. What are you listening to right now?
-Oz- Venom

13. What do you think about before you go to bed at night?
ohhh...this audiobook is quite exciting

14. What was the last cd you bought?
D'espairs ray redeemer ^____________^ and I am waiting in anticipation

15. What is your favorite weather, and why?
continuing weeks of rain in spring... this feels so melancolic, luv~ it

16. What is the last book you read?
Dostojewski - the Idiot

17. If you would be sent to a deserted island, then what are the 3 things you'd take along?
my notebook (where my music is on), my mobile phone and books

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I really hate you, so many things in my life got destroyed by you and you don't care at all, never said once I am sorry and never tried to change yourself. I hope there will come other people who can make this clear to you

19. What's one of your favorite movies?
Pride and prejudice

I tag

[info]youneko 
[info]erinnyen 
[info]p_chanxxx 
[info]kaju 
[info]quishot 
[info]zipp_chan 

I don't know more people XDD sorry and I believe none of them will do this meme


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Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: -OZ- - VENOM | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
fuyushita_risou
06 March 2009 @ 05:11 pm

This is not home
This is is Hell

 
 
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: silence
 
 
fuyushita_risou
I am high, despas is still the best drug

welcome back, I can feel your soul again so Thank you that you share this with me <3

I can't stop crying while I'm smiling, I feel so fangirlish XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


[info] zerow wir müssen cosplayern, ich mag solche klamotten mit augenbinde *.*
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Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: D'espairs ray - reedemer
 
 
 
 

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